felt so extra today. felt that i shouldnt be poking my nose into everything since no one[ except for a couple of exceptions ] wanna tell me anything. so whats the point of me speaking anyways? dont ask me why i'm quiet now.

pissed off during recess. had to do the rap initially. but it sort of ended before us. oh wells. i finished my sandwich before the girls. and they still havent eat their burger which we bought together. then they just went off just like that and i went to queue up with jo tan. she ahh. full of crap. keep talking nonsens!! haha! faints*

i need someone. to just listen to me. being the crappy me all day doesnt mean everything's fine.

yep. and to that someone who wrote a msg for me in her blog. ur name shall not be mentioned here either.
do you ever realise that its always you who is talking bout her problems?
do i have the chance to ever speak or really talk to you?
and ur reaction to THAT. was really bad. do you ever realise how hurt i was? i guess you didnt.
yeah. we did have a wonderful time during guides. but oh crap.. we dont now.
its not just me you know. ever thought what you have done that made me like this?yah. i admit.. i didnt talk. but did you?
and forgoodness sake. i didnt say you were naggy loh. since when. and from who did you hear it from.
that day, i just went away for a while just to listen to her talk. and you say i pang-seh'ed you. oh gosh.
how can i ever abandon a friend who just needs someone to listen to her and just follow you? yah and i love my lovely girls during guides.
you went with the other girls also what. and you can say i pang-seh'ed you?
you expect me to be alone when u're with them?
gosh. NO!
i thought you were having fun with them? and you even asked me to go away.
and did you ever ever thought how i could have felt?